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"I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself." These are the recurring thoughts running through my head. If you’ve never experienced this, then maybe this blog isn’t for you. // I write this first post two days after my birthday. It's Autumn here. // I think I have anxiety? I say "I think" because it's unclear whether it's just my silly teenage emotions getting the best of me or if it is a definitive issue. I do get panic attacks though. Aren't they a product of anxiety? I think a lot of you can relate to my confusion. Sometimes my anxiety and panic attacks stem from a known reason and in other cases, it happens at random, at the most unfavorable times. Just like my thoughts this blog will sound very unclear, I suppose. I will write when I feel like it or when I need to, to ease this pain. This pain of living. (God, I sound like an editor for tumblr) I first started writing on Apple 'Notes' as a way to heal the pain of the daily,...